Dear J

It has been a long time but nothing has changed. Every day I wake up and think of you, but nothing but feelings of resentment and sadness surface. I was so very wrong about you. You are one of the most inconsiderate and selfish people I have ever encountered. But can I really blame you? You are phyically attractive so guys will go out of their way to do anything for you. And that is why you will never change. I liked you because I thought you were different but you are not. All you ever do is take and take. Worse then breaking my heart you have made me a cynic. And for that I do NOT forgive you.

Frustrated

I think sexual furstration is making me mean-spirited, short-tempered and cyncial. So what's so bad about paying for it besides the obvious health risks?

Love and Other Drugs

The ending...typical Hollywood romance. But Mr. Viagra pusher, will you be there for her when she doesn't even know who you are and doesn't want to have sex with you anymore? The old guy he met at the convention...he wasn't being a cold-hearted bastard. He was probably the most giving, caring soul in the world. But after 30 years of giving he was empty and tired. You wanna help her... be friends. Don't ruin your life to help others. When I was younger all I wanted to do was give and help others. Now I realize it has done nothing for me. People are who they are. Sure, people can change but its extremely hard. Like people who hit big with that $2 scratcher. It happens but I haven't met anyone or know anyone who knew someone who hit it big. I think if I want to witness a changed person I have to look in the mirror...and I am not even sure if that is possible. Like shooting half-court shots?